I feel like I ain't ever gonna get out of this rut, its one thing after the other.
I had ketamine done last Friday, pain was down some, not as much as I would like though. Than for whatever reason the pain went back up on my left side only, and the ribs on the right side, but not the rest!
Than Monday I had a MRI done of my spine, and now pain is up all over. /:
Still have been doing aqua therapy, only a few more weeks thought I think. I haven't made too many improvements in that either other than my arms are a little stronger and not really sensitive.
I will be having a epidural steroid done on my back for the injury, so we will see how that goes, maybe we can at least get some help with that!
I saw my brother about a week ago and it just upset me that once again I truly do not think anyone will ever understand! I am tired of people thinking I am better, and I am doing great when in reality it is a struggle to get out of bed to face another day like this. I hate going to bed at night knowing I have to wake up the next morning and face another day.
I have been strong and positive too long, and I am starting to break.
I know I could hang on a little longer I am just not sure I want to.
